i'm tired of getting my hopes up with new lines. i'm tired of planning things out, having an idea of who my character is, and either just starting to explore that and get to know the other character before the player disappears, or worse, writing the starter that doesn't even get a reply. i know that i am not the best writer, but i'm becoming convinced that i am actually a boring writer in psl format. i think my writing is better when i can feed off of the energy of more interactions. i don't really know what to do about it, though, because i don't have time to be in a community where i can do that.